Struggles

I still feel like I'm really struggling.  I know the thoughts in my head are irrational... but it feels like I can't stop them.  

This happened last time I want to get closer to God.  And I do think it stopped me.  I know that God is doing something good in our lives.  In both Trevor and I.  I just need to keep on.  It doesn't matter what comes.  I've had this song going through my head...

Turn your eyes upon Jesus.  Look full in His wonderful face.  And the things of Earth with grow strangely dim.  In the light of His glory and grace.

I need to remember that.  When I focus on God, nothing else matters.  It's just hard to do that when I have three little girls running around and have these thoughts of fear barraging my brain.  

But....

I can do ALL things, through Christ who strengthens me.