I kept thinking that a big change was coming... like Trevor's job, or a new house or something big like that. But I realize now, that the big change that I was yearning for was not external. It was internal. I feel God changing me. I know it's not going to be all at once... but in the past few weeks I have felt a big change. He's changing my heart.

I felt content for a couple weeks (which is huge for me). Now my heart is yearning for another change, but I don't want to express it just yet, if ever. I don't know if it's from God, or just part of my flesh. I'm praying about it, and trying not to dwell on it, but to dwell on thoughts that are true and pure.

Also, I've got lots of knitting projects going on right now... I'm just finishing up another pair of mitts. I'm making a scarf with a new kind of knitting for me. And I'm going to make a baby something-or-other ;) not for me, in case you're wondering :) lol THAT would be a miracle!