Change

Change is never easy for me. I can feel God changing me and I can tell my body is trying to reject it. I know see how I am mostly just a "Sunday" Christian. Not totally, but also not a full-hearted Christain. I can see now how God wants to change me. I'm trying, I want to be that person that I can see in the distance, but she's so far away. How long will it be until I reach her? My whole life, perhaps? Your will be done, Lord!