I blew up at Trevor today. That is so unlike me and I think that's what is bothering me the most. We never yell at each other. We fight, but more the silent kind. It wasn't even something that was his fault. I asked forgiveness as soon as I calmed down. But I still feel bad about it. Plus, the girls saw me storm off while crying. That's not what I want them to see. So I need to talk to them about that too. Make sure they know that Daddy didn't make me cry, like they thought.
We had been fighting "sorta" for the last two days, but had made up. I was really angry a few days ago and I wonder if maybe this was just a by-product of that, and hormones.
I'm also trying to clean our house and make dessert and an appetizer for tonight, while preparing to have my in-laws for supper tomorrow night. I may have too much on my plate, but I'll get through it.
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